the new member to are family

our new member to are family we are not sure yet what to name her she is so cute we talked about it with everyone and we were like oh will if you look after it you can have it then right away i called my boyfriend Nigel and told him then he was like huh NO your not getting a kittin are you kidding me its not going NOT happing at all i am sorry baby but no i was like but look at her she is so cute how can you say no to this baby then he was like oh will i don't know kiya Nigel please then he was like let me think of it i was like oh ok then it was silent on the phone for a bit then alright you may have her she is so cutte now we just need a name but are other cat RODEO is the man and he is in a bad mood hissing at her and showing his teeth at her and not in a good mood at all :{ today we havin't seen him all moring and last night he stayed away from her i was so upset at him but what ever he should get over him self but anyways everything is going good on the farm out here in the middle of no were back roods and country i love it out here you just fell free

my busy weeked

will we came back form Vancouver and everything went really good with  our little cowboy everything went smooth but i cant no be in the hospital it gives me flash backs of when i was a baby  but any ways

 i had a very busy waked  and its was the graduation waked too and the rarely for life
thing to with our choir its crazy
and my best friend  who know these days who is dating or  not  i don't understand the hole love dove thing
so he want to live in a little HUT  its the size of like a small bathroom  room for 3 people at the Max's
i am so not livening in that thing at all there is no way oi wanna live in a huge house with my horse's and stuff  but of course girls have v\ to fallow the  men they treat us like a puppy dog  i don't know that might be Wong but that's how i see things   but any ways  everything is going  just dandy  i am going to clean the farm up with mom

tomorrow is going to be the best day   at 4 00 i have to rush home really fast like a crazy cowgirl  to make it  to the barrel racing  practise  i am really  stocked  this is my dream to be in the rodeo i cant Waite my dreams are going ot come true  i am not this kind of girl that dose not like to go fast and do things that boys do i a,m the opposite i like to go really fast and push the limits
i used to not be like that but sas soon as i turned 15 i changed  a lot

this is my life and i like to push my self to something i enjoy doing things  like going really fast i am not scierd  of alot but i am scierd  of falling off my horse but i know if i do i will not give up its not their fault its ours we have to try our best at something i love horse's they are way better then MEN  because

 horse's don't care if you look bad or if yuo are crying they are a girls best friend and  anything they can keep a secret  they  love to  go places and its really fun to be around them you just don't understand how strong they are

its amazing

tell  me it cant be done and i ll do it

tell me the  gole is to high  and i wll  rase the bar higher then before

put and obstacle in frunt of me and i ll  jump over it

tell me i cant go around the barrels and i will   go so fast you wont beable to 

stop me

tell me to be safe and tell me i  cant race

tell me i cant be free

will ii will tell you somthing

 ANYTHING IS  posable on your

horse

and nothing can cange it if  i  fall off i will get right back up and ride harder then before

and if i slip i will hold on  better

and if somone tells me your a really good rider

i will whisper

thank you

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